There’s an autumn day inside of me
seems like the leaves falling constantly,
so as my heart falling into pieces of misery.
I looked up the branches of trees,
and saw it no longer holds
like it used to…
giving assurance to the leaves
that it won’t let go,
so as my courage and strength,
it feels like it can no longer hold.
I looked away and saw,
the scattered leaves on the ground
seems to mirror all my hopes and dreams,
all too many but scattered…
in a way that I’ll be having
the hardest time picking them
one by one.
I stepped into the carpeted ground
will these leaves anchors my fall
and creates a bed of comfort
for my tired soul.
I let my tears streamed down
hoping that when it reaches the ground
it will understand that I need to let this all go…
It’s enough for them to witness
my silent fall…
a place where I can be free to show
how broken a person I am today.
I have now reached the crossroad,
and when I look around…
I see the colors of the autumn day,
reflecting in my eyes…
there’s someone who’s about to give up,
there’s a dying soul…
and there’s hope…
All I need is to choose
the right road…
the one that will bring me
to a new season,
where the birds start to sing,
where the leaves turn to green,
and the flowers will start to bloom,
just in time for my life…
to begin again.
#LavenderPen | ink the unsaid… | Autumn Day